December 2009
26 posts
Dec 31st
I filled the bucket. I spilled the bucket.
I must say, this year totally fucking sucked. Absolutely terrible. All because of ONE THING that happened over six months ago. WHAT THE FUCK MAN
Dec 31st
Take everything she's got, wrap it in plastic....
I can’t help but ask myself, who is she? She was undoubtedly the most beautiful girls I’ve ever seen around these parts, but how odd to find her in the return center of a Target. I at least know her name but who knows how many people share her name in this large metropolis. I’m tempted to get an application, and sacrifice the free time I love so dearly to get to know her. She...
Dec 30th
Dancing old linen, and crooked eyehole cuts.
I used to be a decent writer. Used to be. “We wake from these dreams. These nightmares have been haunting us for so long. We know they’re just a figment of our imagination. Yet we make believe. One once said “We believe what we want to believe, it doesnt matter if it is fact or fiction, wrong or right, our mind knows no boundaries.” Why has such become so evident? We...
Dec 28th
Death I...
This is a few days late, but: I didn’t know you that well, or for long, but we all miss you man. Three years go by way too fast. RIP Josh McIntosh-12/24/06
Dec 26th
And in that moment, you will realize, your life is...
 I officially give up on finding a cute girl who will actually like me.
Dec 26th
K-mart is closed.
Happy b-day jesus. The big three thousand or something! Yea!
Dec 25th
You'll smile upon me and I'll smile upon you too.
If you decide to read this, read it all. Six months ago today you made the ballsy decision of coming down here. I’m sure you regret every bit of that decision and the outcome of it. I regret what I did. I was really immature. I want to change so much that happened while you were here and after you had left. I was so damn nervous. You have no idea. All I wanted to do was kiss you. You were...
Dec 23rd
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Dec 22nd
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My predictions are the only thing I have.
Does anyone read this shit anymore? I just clicked the option of letting people answer this. So, I guess you can. I dont know, I’ve never done this before. If you can’t, and your answer is yes, like this. So I cant get an idea of who does and doesn’t. So I can decide whether I should delete this thing or not.
Dec 22nd
Dec 19th
By the way, know you've always been the one.
Joyeux Anniversaire. I wanted so badly to spend this day with you.
Dec 18th
We'll have a bit of fun, watching everyone.
Four plays till 1000. http://www.myspace.com/tustinaracy My music must really suck to JUST NOW be reaching 1000 plays.
Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
What is the point of laying in a comfortable...
Whoooa, first Armor for Sleep now The Number Twelve Looks Like You? Seems like all my old favourite bands are dropping off. I guess I could have seen it coming though.
Dec 14th
My baby's gone.
I cannot speak enough of how much I HATE pc’s of shit.
Dec 13th
Dec 12th
It's been three days of drums and snares.
Why is it that I can’t EBER find jeans I like? That’s not a fucking typo. & my mom’s in the hospital again:/ This is the second time in a week. She just went like….2 hours ago. I don’t know if they’re admitting her though. And since this happened, I missed out on the show:| THAT MEANS I DIDNT GET TO SEE A MOTHER FUCKER RIP THE VENTILATION OF THE MAD...
Dec 12th
This is a war.
I might go and see The Dillinger Escape Plan & Thursday tomorrow. I haven’t really decided though.
Dec 11th
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Dec 7th
Sorrow drips into your heart, through a pin hole.
I just figured out the settings for autotune. WHAT WHAT This is the most fun Ive had in a long time.
Dec 7th
Sweet Disposition
So I was at the hospital today to see my mom and I was walking down the hall and there’s this super creepy guy talking to this woman and she’s talking about something and all I catch is the guy going “You should REALLY go witness an autopsy. It’s absolutely amazing.” Little bit weird to me.
Dec 1st